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What am I going to do when the best part of me was always you? I'm falling to pieces. But then again, I always have been. I feel nothing, and I am doing this because I am helping you. I am getting you to learn of my mistakes. I can't cry, I can't be happy, I can't be sad. I can't feel anything. When we had that conversation, when I told you I was leaving you and we were done, I felt nothing, and that pains me. I can't feel anything. When I say these things, don't tell me I am lieing about either feeling or not feeling. You will never understand. I feel pain, anger, misery, angony, all these things. But I can't feel anything. Anger and agony is better than misery, and I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I can't make you understand, so I am showing you. Don't make this mistake that I have relieved you of, don't pick your friends if you don't know them. If you do, make sure you know them. You thought you knew me, but you didn't. I told you everything about me, you told me nothing about you. And that I am glad of. Don't choose people like me to be your friends. I used you, and for that I am sorry. I didn't realise I was using you until now. I am sorry. All I had was misery, and you gave my anger and agony. And, like I said, anger and agony is better than misery. If you see this, just know that I mean every word of it. My heart has already been broken, been teared apart. But it's not to late for me to save yours. Broken hearts create broken hearts. Just remember that, Stephanie. Just remember that. Your heart may be broken from me telling you all I have told you since I first said "Were" After you said "we r bffs" and even though you said you are actually happy, I know your heart is broken. But your heart will heal, because Ella will provide you what I took away. And if she doesn't, I will bash her. Because I have given you false hope, and if she does the same, I swear she will regret it. Just, if you see this, show it to her. I am sorry, but this is how it should be. I am sorry, but this is what is best for you. I am sorry, but this is what will teach you. You have helped me a lot, and now it is time for me to pay you back. And this is it, this is how I will pay you back. I won't break your heart. I will let you have a life, and I will make sure you are happy even if it destroys me destroyed personality. I will be more happy now that I am not your friend, you know why? Because I have paid my debt. I don't like debts, and I have paid the only one I care about. I still feel nothing, writing this, I should be crying. My heart hurts, but that has never changed. Goodbye, Stephanie. I will be happy now that I know you are happy. Goodbye, Stephanie. Learn from my mistakes, and don't make them. I have given you the chance to live, take it. I have let you see all the pain I have, so you can make the right choices. You may be older than me by years, but I am older by experiances. Goodbye, Stephanie. Goodbye and good luck. God bless you, you will forever be on my Mind and in my Heart. I swear you won't suffer the pain I have given you again, I swear it. Goodbye, friend, goodbye...

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I love art, music, sports, and having fun! I like to try new things. Music helps me think, art helps me express myself, and sport let's me BE myself! And having fun, well, that's just fun :D!
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Manduleen Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks a lot for the fave :)
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DragonsTime Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012
Okay, I'm stuck. Everything is in place, well, everything but two things. A monster, which I don't have to put in, and the fricken FEET
I CAN'T DO THE FRICKEN FEET
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DragonsTime Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2012
I'm happy. I finally drew a drawing that I'm not so embarrassed to show people xD. I have a long while to go, but I might finally post a drawing on my page! :D
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ohmyhii Featured By Owner Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for the favorite!
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surrealistic-gloom Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012
Sorry, I meant: thank you very much for the watch! :hug:
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surrealistic-gloom Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012
Thank you so much for the favourites! :heart:
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DragonsTime Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012
I think, I know nothing about dA. How in the world do you start a donation pool? And how do you "poll?"
I would apreciate it greatly if someone were to tell me or explain, and thanks for the faves, comments, and all else!
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surrealistic-gloom Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012
For the donation pool, you will find on the top of your page, right hand side: "edit page". You click on it and you will see the widgets you can add to your page. The pool must be there. you click on it and then click on "done" ont the top of the page. "done" is very important.
The poll is a widget too but I don't know if you are allow to, you don't have a premium. Try it anyway.
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DragonsTime Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2012
Thanks a heap!
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surrealistic-gloom Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2012
I am glad if it has helped you!
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