What am I going to do when the best part of me was always you? I'm falling to pieces. But then again, I always have been. I feel nothing, and I am doing this because I am helping you. I am getting you to learn of my mistakes. I can't cry, I can't be happy, I can't be sad. I can't feel anything. When we had that conversation, when I told you I was leaving you and we were done, I felt nothing, and that pains me. I can't feel anything. When I say these things, don't tell me I am lieing about either feeling or not feeling. You will never understand. I feel pain, anger, misery, angony, all these things. But I can't feel anything. Anger and agony i